Nostalgia

I think back sometimes, to the time in my life where everything was shit and a half and I wasn't coping all that well, and I honestly miss it in some messed up way. I don't even know why. That time is familiar to me and maybe it's that familiarity or looking back in hindsight that makes me miss it. So I realise that, I'm gonna miss the present, no matter how dim it may seem at times. It represents a time in my life and that's what we aim to create, representations of each phase. I believe my memories act as exactly that. So everything about right now is something I'm going to look back on with a sad sense of nostalgia and honestly miss. I know that future me will be jealous of present me, I've experienced it before. Hmmmmmm